I'm so Fancy


Monthlies: March by Sophie Overett on Grooveshark

March has been such a weird month for me, scaffolded by family tragedies and traumas. It's not that it hasn't had its upsides. I've finished editing my manuscript, been shortlist for the Rachel Funari Prize for Fiction and had a piece published and another one teed up for publication. It's pretty exciting professionally, it's just a shame that the balance has been so off this month.

Anyway, have a mixtape! It's full of my fave jams from this month, so I hope you enjoy them too.

Sunday Short: The Weather Inside by Mireille Juchau

In the months after Pip’s funeral your mother started carrying the umbrella. Sometimes the sky was tremendously clear. Blue as a borage, threatening nothing. You didn’t like to see her in the town this way, her face so deeply shaded that it looked as if the umbrella was walking on its own. Sometimes she arrived home with her hair quite wet, and the weather dry, quietly folding the brolly into itself. Your father was often away, following the honeyflow. Ironwood at Caster’s Creek, Salvation Jane on Hussaini’s acres. In the chemist two women watched your mother through plate glass. Is it her skin she’s saving or something else? they asked. You had to run out so you wouldn’t shout, Meg’s Ventolin and Prednisone rattling in a paper bag. You know, it doesn’t make you invisible, says Meg of your silence, folded around you for four months now. It’s the opposite. You and your mother are drawing attention. Meg inhales and wheezes. She sketches her trees bent over with their top branches growing like roots into the ground.
Man, this is close to a perfect short story for me. Deeply emotive, sweet and biting all at once, The Weather Inside traces a small family through the seasons with one of the children very sick. Mirieille Juchau does a wonderful job of capturing the tenderness, the pain and those small, happy moments when you can almost forget. It's a lovely, lovely piece of writing.

You can read 'The Weather Inside' over on the Meanjin website. 
 

Friday Finds

Darwin Deez is kind of my jam at the moment, and this video clip is both hilarious and turning the creep factor up a notch.

- These photographs by Madame Peripetie may be the best things I've seen all week. Or maybe these ones are.

- These photos of exotic dancers from the 1890s are pretty amazing too.

- Avengers: Age of Ultron set pictures! Ahhh! Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver are two of my favourite Marvel characters, so I'm a little delirious with excitement to see them appear in the MCU.

- 25 essential books about Americans in Paris.

- PING PONG CAT!!! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Family Affairs FW 2014


Ah! I am close to obsessed with Family Affairs FW 2014 collection! It totally reminds me of Regency-era dresses and the 1995 BBC adaptation of Pride & Prejudice. The dresses are particularly fabulous, and I may or may not (totally may) be fantasising about the blue maxi below. It is divine. You can check out the full collection over at the Family Affairs website.

 
   
   


   


Sunday Short: 3.5 by Betsy Turcot

I imagine her peel the corners free,turn the image over,savor pen scratch, smile that smile that will bend meto the place I dream of going back to being.
Betsy Turcot is one of my favourite poets around at the moment. Her ability to twist moments of perfect domesticity into moments of perfect prose is almost unparalleled. I got to see her read at the Riverbend Poetry Series a few weeks ago for the third time, and it was as magical as it always is. 3.5 is one of my favourites, but you can read a lot more over on her blog. Perfect Sunday reading.

You can read 3.5 by Betsy Turcot online here.

Friday Finds


You know when you discover a new singer and then immediately descent into a blackhole until you've listened to their entire catalogue a gazillion times? That was my week with Basia Bulat. She's glorious. Her cover of Robyn's Dancing on My Own is pretty close to perfect too.

- Needless to say, I am ridiculously excited for Lumberjanes, a new comic-book series by Noelle Stevenson, Grace Ellis and Brooke Allen, so these variant covers had me chin-handsing all week.

- The Stella Prize shortlist has been announced.

- The first official image from the new Sailor Moon series has leaked! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

- A Captain Marvel movie? (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

- These genderswapped Disney and Dreamworks characters are pretty perfect too.

- These photos of former playboy bunnies are pretty rad too.

YEVU


I am completely obsessed with YEVU right now, a collection designed by Australian, Anna Robertson after a trip to Ghana. She utilises colour and mismatched prints in a way that's beyond perfect. Plus, styling the beautiful, bright colours on such gorgeous models against such sepia-toned backdrops is stunning and makes the whole thing pop. You can check out the full collection over at the YEVU website.






  



A Book a Week in 2014: 'The Fault in Our Stars' by John Green (11/52)


Hazel is sixteen years old, philosophical, whip smart and an avid reader. She also has stage 4 thyroid cancer and metastasis forming in her lungs. During a group therapy session, she meets Augustus Waters, an amputee, cancer-patient currently in remission. Their meeting becomes a catalyst for friendship, romance, comings of age, enlightenments and disillusionments, and, well, a pretty darn good novel.

I'm not going to lie, I expected to like this from the get go. I'm a fan of John Green generally and beyond that, I love YA novels that deal with more adult themes but don't lose the youth to them. The sweetness. The Fault in Our Stars does an excellent job of that, maintaining the exuberance of adolescence but not ever being condescending about it. It balances emotion, experience, romance and friendship beautifully, and the result is this heartstopping novel of first times and last times.

Beyond that, Hazel is an awesome protagonist, stronger than she knows and snarky and whip smart - it's not hard to see why Gus is swept off his feet by her. And vice versa too, Gus is a pretty solid male lead. Watching the inevitable conclusion to their romance is tenderly explored, not glamorised, but not entirely bleak either, which is a pretty impressive feat on Green's part. And, y'know, not going to lie, I may have cried for about a year at the end of it too.

4 out of 5 video-game adaption novels.

Beauforts



My grandfather passed away yesterday. 

He'd been unwell for a while, battling dementia, pneumonia and fluid in the brain, so it was a far cry from unexpected. That said, it's hit me harder than I expected, clenched its fist around my heart and sat heavy and unpleasantly in me. That's probably not all that uncommon given the circumstances. I'm twenty-three years old and have just lost my second grandparent in two years. Just lost the only grandfather I've ever known.

It's a weird thing to think about. To adjust to the loss of a loved one is to ultimately grapple with grief. To try and align in your head what parts of your life - and your family's life - have changed when an integral piece of it has been removed. Grandad was ill for a long time, and, in many ways, we lost him when we lost my grandmother. His rapid decline into dementia presented that for us. He went from having mostly good days to mostly bad ones, and by the end of it all he'd barely eat or drink, and barely a grip on the present. Like his anchor to time had come loose and he'd frequently end up in the crash of war or the ebb of courting my grandmother. The fast-paced hum of his days as an auctioneer. 

I hadn't seen him since Christmas, where I watched him fumble with a prawn my dad had brought him and then, when we were alone, listened as he told me with a certainty I hadn't heard in him in a long time, that he wanted to die. That he was beyond ready. 

I don't mean this post to eulogise or to soliloquy as such, more I'm just trying to arrange my own thoughts, comfort myself in a text box and the ticking nerve centre of the internet. Maybe that's a weird thing to do. I just know that it feels right just now, to try and capture parts of my grandfather in his last moments so that I can be rid of the skeletal, frail man I knew over the last year and remember the more vibrant one. The one with the quick grin and sly humour, who could talk for hours on end about aeroplanes and who had the sharp tongue of a man who survived wartime and divorce and remarriage and the loss of three brothers. Who married my grandmother and adopted my father and my sister and brother and I along with it. I want to remember his kindness most of all, I guess, and the steadiness of him. The reliability of him. I want to remember my grandad.  



That's all.  

Sunday Short: High Tide by Kristin Kemper

High Tide from Kristin Kemper on Vimeo.

Ah! How sweet is this short film by Kristin Kemper? She mentions on her channel that she'd filled it with things she loved - merpeople, school kids with magical secrets and hermit crabs and, well, I'm pretty damn on board with all of those things. This is an utterly charming short film and the perfect start to a Sunday. Definitely watch it in HD!

A Book a Week in 2014: 'Love in the Time of Cholera' by Gabriel Garcia Marquez (10/52)


Fermina Daza and Dr. Juvenal Urbino have been married for half a century when Urbino dies suddenly in a domestic incident involving a parrot and a misstep. Fermina finds her life drastically changed, less by being a widow, but by the sudden reappearance of her first love, Florentino Ariza, who turns up on her doorstep - and in her life - the same day they put her husband in the ground.

So, look. I have such mixed feelings on this novel. Marquez is a brilliant writer, that much is pretty darn hard to deny. His ability to capture a moment, an atmosphere, a feeling is virtually unparalleled and leaves you both emotionally and physically affected by his writing - a pretty awesome feat in itself. I liked Fermina and, well, kind of liked Urbino and Ariza too, who orbited Fermina like moons throughout all of their lives.

That said, I feel like there's this whole generation of literature that's been wrongly interpreted as romantic. Lolita is probably the most obvious / worst example of this, but I can't help but feel the same way about Love in the Time of Cholera. The romance of it has a much more thorough basis in obsession than in love, and Florentino's degree of infatuation is really stalkerish throughout the story, particularly when he starts to project Fermina onto other relationships.

I don't know, between this and Miranda July's collection, I'm feeling like such a Debbie-downer! It's a good novel though, and one definitely worth the read, just not my favourite classic.

3.5 out of 5 chatty parrots.

Friday Finds

I totally adore Sara Bareilles, so watching her sing Cee-Lo Green's Fuck You is basically the perfect end to a week. She's so great!

- Readings has compiled a pretty awesome list of 20 Australian Books to Read in Your Twenties.

- 10 Historical Female Military Leaders from History.

- These girls on motorbikes are giving me life right now. Also totally making me want to write things about bikie girl gangs!

- This portrait of a South African family is also beautiful. I love the styling and backdrops.

- I'm a total sucker for SF Girl by Bay's Separated at Birth feature. This Mad Men one is particularly great.

- I would also like 10 of these Earl Grey Tea Cake's with Blueberry Cream Cheese Frosting.

- This is my life.

Macarons by JUCO for Fashion Gone Rogue

How amazing is this spread by Juco?! I'm completely in love with the whole thing, from hair to styling to backdrops and poses. It's charming and totally embodies one of my new favourite phrases - bubblegum gothic. Lovely lovely lovely. Check out the spread at the source here.








Sunday Short: Selkie Stories are for Losers by Sofia Samatar

Probably one of the biggest losers to fall in love with a selkie was the man who carried her skin around in his knapsack. He was so scared she'd find it that he took the skin with him everywhere, when he went fishing, when he went drinking in the town. Then one day he had a wonderful catch of fish. There were so many that he couldn't drag them all home in his net. He emptied his knapsack and filled it with fish, and he put the skin over his shoulder, and on his way up the road to his house, he dropped it.
"Gray in front and gray in back, 'tis the very thing I lack." That's what the man's wife said, when she found the skin. The man ran to catch her, he even kissed her even though she was already a seal, but she squirmed off down the road and flopped into the water. The man stood knee-deep in the chilly waves, stinking of fish, and cried. In selkie stories, kissing never solves anything. No transformation happens because of a kiss. No one loves you just because you love them. What kind of fairy tale is that?
While I don't read or write a hell of a lot of fantasy at the moment, I think it'll always be my first love, my favourite genre, particularly when it's executed as beautifully as Sofia Samatar's Selkie Stories are for Losers. Her sense of character, loss and myth is so tenderly explored, her prose lush and the relationship that evolves between Mona and the unnamed narrator hits a reader right in the feels. I particularly loved the two mothers, and how their weaknesses and flaws were apart and removed, but so heavily informed the lives of their children. It's almost a perfect short story.

You can read 'Selkie Stories are for Losers' over on Strange Horizons.

Friday Finds

I go on and off Iggy, but you can't deny that she's always putting out pretty great videos. This one inspired by Clueless is basically the best thing I've seen all week.

- Image Comics says women are the fastest growing demographics of comic books! Go figure! Now pls start hiring more women writers + give me Saga 3. 

- These amazing photos of Ethiopia by Steve McCurry are, well, amazing.

- I'm pretty excited for The Zero Theorem release. I've been a big Terry Gilliam fan for a long time, and this looks like another awesome film.

- A Jane Austen cookbook?!

- FINAL GIRL MOVIE?!?!?!

Monthlies


February's been such a mixed month for me, scaffolded by incredible highs and tragic lows. I said a final goodbye to my grandmother, got an awesome performance review, had a new short story published and took care of my sister as she received some bad news. None of this has been romantic, haha, but it's still nice to get swept up in the fever of Valentines anyway, a distraction from a tumultuous month. So this monthlie is horribly romantic for y'all - the saga of a relationship told through some of my favourite songs of the moment and ever. Enjoy!

February Mixtape by Sophie Overett on Grooveshark

Sunday Short: How Much My Novel Cost Me by Emily Gould

Having worked at a publishing house, I know that it’s not possible for everyone who works at a publishing house to read all the books coming out that season, or even parts of them, or even the descriptions of them in the catalog or in-house “tip sheets.” But I also know that if a book is supposed to be a “big” book, everyone in the office will read it. I was a young woman, so of course they had lumped me in with the cake-girl books. But my book was not cakey. I had no idea how to explain this to people. I clearly still don’t. Knowing how obnoxious it would sound, but feeling I had to say it anyway, if only to have said it, I told them that they had to “go all out.” “Say that I’m the voice of my generation,” I told them. They looked at me like I’d emitted a long, loud, smelly fart. And so—swear to god—I amended what I’d said: “Okay, say I’m a voice of my generation.”
This is a bit of a cheat this week, but it's such a great read I couldn't resist giving it a post of its own. Emily Gould's story of having her first book published, having it flop and the behaviour that ensued is a compelling read and ultimately a cautionary tale. She's obviously a smart woman, but the way she handled it was anything but, and the way she vocalises that makes for a beautifully rendered and occasionally totally cringe-worthy story.
 You can read 'How Much My Novel Cost Me' over at Medium.

A Book a Week in 2014: 'No One Belongs Here More Than You' by Miranda July (09/52)


No One Belongs Here More Than You is a contemporary American short fiction collection. Each story explores intimacy, sexuality and isolation and often the relationship the three things have to each other. An older woman develops a fantasy about Prince William. Two girls leave home and engage in a sexual awakening. One woman teaches old people to swim out of water. The stories embody the dose of absurdism currently so popular in short fiction to varying degrees of success.

It's hard for me to put my thoughts on this collection into words. With the exception of two stories, I kind of hated it. Finding it dreary, trite, and needlessly absurd. July aims for intimacy and unfortunately misses more times than she succeeds. That said, there were two stories I loved in the collection, that hit the mark for me emotionally in ways I didn't expect and damn near made reading the whole thing worth it. Something That Needs Nothing was beautiful and heartfelt and unpredictable, exploring first loves, sexuality and coming of age so tenderly that the second I finished the story I went back and read it again. The same thing happened with How to Tell Stories to Children, a story of unexpected intimacy in the face of desolate loneliness.

Those two stories were brilliantly rendered, taking the reader on a journey that mattered. Unfortunately though, with sixteen shorts in the thing, it wasn't exactly good odds. The best word I can think of to describe it is uneven, embodying that phrase of sublime to the ridiculous, and I left too many stories feeling diengaged and, well, nothing, which is never something you want in a book.

2/5 Identity Changing Wigs